Thursday, December 16, 2010


Tomorrow's my last full day on Campus until next fall.

In three weeks, I'll be finishing up all the last minute things for Ireland

A couple days later, I'll be in Ireland. A foreign country in a different continent where everyone has an awesome accent. Everyone who's been there keeps telling me how wicked incredible it is, how they're definitely going back as soon as they can, and they can't wait for that day. It's fantastic and as close to perfect as possible.

But, what if it isn't, for me? Not that I think it won't be amazing, but life is weird. Like, this semester I'm finishing up. I can't even explain it. It's been confusing and dazed and almost lost. It's been hard to put words together, or anything. And for no reason at all, really. Honestly, I don't even know how to explain it.

I'm kind of counting on Ireland to change that, and make everything as amazing as life should be. But what if it doesn't?

I think that's my biggest fear.


  1. Awww sweetie. <3 You have had some pretty epic writer's blocks this semester. I think Ireland will open you up to a whole new world of possibilities. Not only will you be living the experience from which you can write about later, but you'll be in a place where other writers only WISH they could go.

    I think you'll have a fantastic time. If you feel lonley or need guidance, you know how to get to my facebook profile. ;)

    I also think (now having had the experience of taking 6 classes in a semester) that 6 classes at once is really shit. And you've been doing it for the past year. You probably just had 1 class too many, and could have used more of the free time to go to the waterfront, or to other places that inspire you to write something magnificent.

    I'm going to be really sad to leave you tomorrow, but I hope you still go to hang out with Jess. <3 I love you darling and no fears, we will be together again soon.

    Plus, I'll HAVE to tell you about all the riddiculous things that will happen at the Q. Stay tuned.


  2. aw, you basically just made me cry. love you <3

  3. <333333333 awww sweetie. :( this semester was some $hit for all of us. Honestly. From everyone I've heard, this semester has been some random shitty occurrence in the Twilight Zone or something. Seriously. I think you're going to have the time of your life in Ireland. I already miss you, but I know that you're going to have a life-changing experience. I love you and I can't wait to hear about all your adventures. <3